Bummed. Im quite exhausted. My eyes lids kindda hurt for some reasons today but nevertheless, i had much fun today with Helms and Aisyah celebrating Aisyah's 18th. hehehehe... Glad you loved it girl, we love you!
So i haven been doin too good this week. I took alot of punches in the back and smack in the face! It dont matter now anyway, cause everything has been put back in pieces. But know, no one can feel better anytime soon when too many 'things' are being shoved in. Knowing what i did just in the act of care and love and concern, have ALL been taken negatively. What's the point of being nice right? When all you get in return is breaking you down and tearing your heart apart. It hurts too much but this is life. It'll learn to heal by itself. Just not sure how fast it'll take. And that's a nightmare- insanity. Rest assured, i'm okay. Im just thankful i have my boyfriend with me...
I wont turn to bad habits tho i know that'll be the fastest way to a short-term healing potion. Because a promise is a promise. Unless we were to break the promise together and than mend it again, together.
No matter how much this dear one have hurt me with her/his words and actions, i love you. I know ive hurt you before and now its your turn for revenge. You have succeed. Therefore, we're even now. I love you...
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i miss you too. school without you is like... smth's missing....
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