ya da yada!

Sapppppppp! @ grandma house now. Decided to crash here for two days. haha... I'm so shagged! I seriously need alot of rest. :)) Yayyy finally tomorrow's off. LOL.

Just now was great. In a long time, i finally spent good time with my boyfriend. (^_^) Ate ALOT today after the two day starvation. hehehehehe... Oh and my stomach starting its haywire again! My head is much better but still aches. Fuck all this sickness! grrrrrr. Okay, i think im off to watch tv now. Dunno what to type. BYE!

Second post for the day. One thing has not changed since morning; my fucking headache! :(
Worked only for awhile and spent most time in the store resting. Wasnt strong enough to fight the pain! ughh... i should be resting now tho, lol!!

Tomorrow's saturday and im working @ 3pm till closing. Bad cos bf's off tomorrow and i cant meet him, but he'll most prolly be zzz at home. so okay. Good cos im keeping myself occupied, instead off roaming ard town/anywhere, CASHLESS! hahahahaha, looking forward for the 7th again... Hope my headache will go away by tonight while im sleeping. Its been 3 days i woke up with a headache, just by lifting up my head from my pillow. How sickening! >:(

And i promise myself to crash in early today!! Its almost ten. Maybe 11? or 10.30? We'll see, maybe straight after talking to Helmy. Yeah.. Finally in a longgggg time, im home alone! Nothing bad, just miss having time for myself and so, i accomplished it today. hahaha...

goodnight fellas.

ha ha he he ha ha hu...

My head is in throbbing pain right now this very morning. Been straight two day im waking up to this fucking pain. Shit! I think i really need to go for another check up, again! Its been half a year ago since the day i visited SGH. What's wrong with me? Have my unwanted wish really come true? Has God listen to me this time? No not this, please. Or i could.. *inhale deeply to reflect for some seconds* yes?

Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. Things turn way unexpected but i managed however it is. Wasnt myself at work and it was soooooo easy for everyone to spot that! Why is my emotions so easily depicted?!! I wasnt so good at keeping it secret i guess. But neither am i good at verbally expressing it. So, im pretty much predictable. No, or shld i say readable, this time only. Yeah. Okay over it...

Hmmm there's one more thing, im starting to miss all my friends. Yeah, secondary. Havent been finding time for them lately. I hardly have time for myself. Maybe i got this feeling, i dont want to be alone anymore, at least, not at this moment. I miss hangin' out in big groups, though im never a favourite about this. I prefer a '1to1' date, all know! hahahaha... But, i really miss being all that girl thats crazy, fun, childish, irritating and a lil bit of bitchy! Lately i noticed myself changing to such a reserved person. Too serious for my kind. I ought to let it out, but to whom? with whom and how? Fuck la cb kia! Have fun Diia, c'mon! -.-'''

Okay, i have to really get ready for work. I hope today will be fun at work. And my fags, finished. So i hope not to let emotions get to them again... I really havent categorize this as a habit or addiction. Or never? Really because im not. Okay la bye!

Im out of skills to entertain my unwelcomed fans.

Seems like everything's going kay o kay this while. Been getting better rest than the week before, had it managed. Well done. Need to start on my revision very soon tho, slacksoattitude havent been helping much! pfffffffft~

Im @ my girl's crib. Movie marathon, again! And im lovin' it. hehehehe... Watched Never Back Down this time round. Awesome kissass movie! Go check it out fellas. Boyfriend bailed me out on this evening's plan. ha? He fell sick, sadness. Get well soon sweetheart! xxxxxxo. Ily, you know.

I dont really get this thing going down ard girls and boys. Seriously?! This thing called, 'cheating on the one we Thought we loved.' Well im not contributing myself to this game. And dont thank people pulling me into this. This is just a pondering post. Nothing more than that. hahahaha ha...

I'm meeting Aena later tonight and i'm missing my boyfriend so much. And im up for another movie with my girl now so chao people! ^_^v

ha?

I hope all the nonsense would end yesterday, or lessen much its okay enough. Because we would never throw away the past when we had the future planning. Cos the best key to patience is acceptance, Never tolerance.

Fuck, im starting my craps soon i guess? please go away please please! got work @ 6pm later. baby should be waking up soon i hope. see you verrrrrry soon pokerface.

Okay so Kris won A.I. Even we all know Adam had the best voice. But Kris not bad himself yes, very charming voice. Both will go far for sure. Hahahaha okay i sound so boring now.

No mood blog la bye.

Blur blur

Its not an addiction, its a stress reliever. fuck ok

My eye bags are looking more obvious, to me! But i swear the strains is worst like the veins in your eyes are burning like that. I havent slept since yesterday and the smokes have been making the burning feeling worst. Which i cant actually avoid, i think? lol.

Well the past two days have been good and bad. Bad because my daily habit of crying... And bla bla bla. Good because yesterday i spent my day with my girl chilling almost everywhere. Catched up with lotsa stuffs. And finally chilled IndoChin together! HAha.
Today was with my boyfriend and well sorta spent quality time in the end part, like fi-nal-ly!

Working has been taking up most of my time. Just this month schedule i hope! Sale ah sale. Cb the customers ahhhhhh! Okay my baby is calling in awhile so i gotta go...

BYECBHEEEBYE.

Im anti-social and i like it this way. Ha~

Back. Exhaustion stole me from the online life but its okay. These fags, its like a nightmare came true. Hasnt stop, cant stop, since. All these blow fucking my mind has gotten me all bad habits. Tryna stop but lets see who wins ok? Fuck it. Wont blame the starter of this but the situation of life that has gotten worse,not technically. Its invisible but i can feel it...

I need cash desperately. Wasted alot of it on unnecessary stuffs, one like this one and more, regretted already. Hmmph! Still gotta head down central to run some errands for mom and im so tired already!!!! and Finally, i got a lil bit better rest/sleep at night and got to wake up slightly late today. Home alone and off today = PEACE. hahahaha...

Boyfriend has gone missing alot this few days. No, still together... Ha! The lover is sick and cant move much and me, busy with this month's working schedule. Suck, i know, what to do right bitch. Tuesday tomorro and work's till 1 only. Start at opening which is cool. But im only looking forward to the part where he fetch me. His face, just makes the day grow more beautiful. And where had my girl gone to? Everyone's so busy nowdays. Myself too. In actual fact, i only have two great people to juggle around. Now , three actually. HA! And i cant imagine the chaos of other teenage life of having such a humongous circle of close friends. Or maybe, its just for the pleasure of fame or record breaking. Lame but true people. Suckers for fakers. Oh fyi, this is not a hate post to anyone, its just a ponder of mine. Peace yaw...

Aite, xoxo.

Do do you have a first aid kit...?

Time check: 1:00am exact.
Woahhh, tired or what tonight?! Wonder what im still still up till now. Home alone and discovered no ones coming home today. Sad sad me... Friday and Sat night was great. Went Cash studio on both nights. Friday after work at 1030pm, head down to Cash with Aena, Zac, Tim & his friend. Is and Dan came afterwards. Too bad i had to leave earliest and got hold up by a few fuckards, yes drunk mats! Im fine though, experience nightmare st8 in the face for few minutes there. Thank God im okay! HAHAHAHA! Love love my Ben Sherman boys and Miss Selfringe girl. <3

Today was wonderful. Celebrate our 32nd month anniversary! Babbbbby, i love you. Hope you love the Fred Perry belt i surprised you with. hehehe:)) And everything was lovely. Met my girl Aisyah afterwards in the evening tho. Went to sing sing and Cash, again. Hahaha, i swear we went crrrr-aa-zy! lol. Fun! And it was late and all were tired so.....HOME. fuck its Sat and all sway so tired.

So tomorro is Sunday and oh no i think im in trouble? No one knows but i have a secret. A small but its wrong one. Fuck. Oh who cares...

I dont do funny business.

Okay, i just finished watching Twilight on the net. Hahaha, just so suddenly missed that movie. And i still remember when i watched it 3 times at the cinema when Twilight was showing in cinemas. HAHAHA! Twice with my boyfriend and once with ermmm someone history. So work's @ 6pm later. And i gotta go clean up the house first before heading out if not the big mouth is gonna...okay stop there Diia! Hhahaha... And i'm buying Macs for Aena later at work. Gotta catch up with my girl.

I'm looking forward to after work today. Hush... Too bad my boyfriend is working today. Wish i could kidnap him for tonight from station to have fun with me, tonight. Its not the same without him. But chin's up! I'll have him to myself on the Saturday night. I love you baby. All to myself... meowwww! Okay, say HI to me if you people spot me outside tonight.

Da da bu dee da ba dumm...

Hi, im kinda back? Or have i even gone missing? idk but some might ask. Lol... Pardon me for the short-term 'missing in action'. Wasnt actually busy with work, no no not at all. Lappy just got back from service yesterday. And me, ive been really unwell lately. Fever has been running up and down for the pass few days. And headaches, making my brain feels like exploding any moment! UGH. And have been puking since Friday. Almost everywhere!! And even tho nothing goes in...it still comes out! From the mouth i mean. And NO, its not something to be proud of like a record like that. Fuck, i swear feeling like this scares me ALOT. But lucky, it has gotten alot better. I haven puke since today? for now at least. But still a fact that my brain still feels like its blowing off! :( And i just found a reason that maybe this is all happening to be because of my wisdom tooth that is actually growing bigger every time i checked it! Ugh this tiny fellerrr... And i told mom and HELL, she might sent me off to get it operated! Okay panic. -.-

So tomorrow's Friday and mom's going up to KL with some friends. Gonna be nightmare without her at home!!! It feels weird nowdays. And idk why too.. *screams* Maybe i'll go crash my girl's place. I should. And today's the 7th. I'm glad and my purse is contented. Haha, finally! Time to enjoy myself...! Chao.