Its lazy Sunday. Rained the whole night and i slept in till the noon. Shiok! ehehehe. Still quite shagged from yesterday and boyyyyy my body is aching as hell. Attended family day at SJC in the morn with the girls. Which after met baybee at Compass with the boys. Followed the boys for some 'clap' performance nearby Kallang. Bayb is still sleeping, guess he must be really tired. Much more than i am. And this morning conversation wasnt that pleasant. What the fuck is wrong with me?! Didnt mean to sound rude. Im sorry hon, i miss you. <3! Wake up sooooooon? Mwahhh.

FUCK im blinded.

Just came home awhile ago and im feeling quite shagged.
Went over to baybee's crib in the afternoon cause i miss him so much and also to buke with the family. Nice and funny people, made me feel so comfortable like im already apart of it. Hate to admit this but im jealous and i miss the feeling of a 'kecoh-kecoh' & happy big family. This is always an issue with me. Seeing happy family, how i miss my past. Oh well... anyway, Thank you darling. <3!
Sent him to work which after at DXO and which dropped by baybeats ALONE, yes alone to enjoy a few min of music. And lucky me, i finally got to hear ESTRANGED live!!! One of my fav Malaysian band. Adore them! And i broke my specs and slipper in the mosh pit. Fuck it. Thats all and headed home when i bumped into my ex-sjc junior.

Tomorrow is a new day and have to leave home early. Going to SJC for family day, to finally meet my long lost friends. Ughhhhhh miss em! Which after meeting my boyfriend near-by and head out with his boys. Now i gtg, bye bye.

-.-

HEY JANTZxzxz,
IM NOT YOUR MOTHA-FUCKING PRINCESS! _|_
Cut the craps, or ill CUT you fucking dicks off snap snap snap. ehhhhheee~ R-WAR.

On a lighter note:
HI BOYFRIEND, i mish you. xoxo :)

Happy Birthday Mama. :)

HI. Came home awhile ago from vivo celebrating my mama's birthday. Treat both mom and sis to movie & dinner! HAPPY --TH BIRTHDAY MAMA! hahaha age censored sorry. Watched FINAL DESTINATION. The violence was awesome but not as good as expected. The rest of the final destinations were MUCH BETTER! hahaha. We had fun. :) I love you mummy kins. xoxoxoxo.

Im gotta eat mee soto now, mom just cooked. and...

I'm in love with my boyfriend. xo

Its a new kind of fun.

Time check: 3.48pm. I just woke up from an hour of afternoon nap. :) Head down to TPS in the early morning with mom for 'report strength'. Waste of time, went there just to collect some letter. Like wtf?! I could do it myself right? Grrrr. Anyway, clean up my closet and i swear i have alooooooooot of clothes i supposed i haven touched in ages? Hahaha! Doing so while talking with my S & i guess it kindda distracted me a lil, errr alot? hehehehe! Anyway gotta wake mom up from her nap sooon and i gotta get ready for buke at nenek hse.

Anyway, yesterday's outing after work GREAT! Met my boyfriend at MS, and was introduced to his bro & gf, and two other friends. Seems like a tripppppple date like that? heheh yeah. Broke fast @ MakanSutra and than headed down to Cineleasure for a 'family movie'. Scream my lungs out watching 4BIA. All 6 of us, in the freakin' cosyyyyyy cold room...? Just imagine. And i kindda accidentally knocked my head quite a number of times on the wall when i jerked! Scary movies...hayo. hehehe! Baybee had to put his whole palm on my head just in case. hehehe! Took quite a number of pictures for my memories. :)))) However, i dont know how long ill i get the pics. Its with them. Anyway, nice making new MATURE friends! hahahahah lol *winkswinks*.

Okay i gtg now, wake mom up & holla ma boy. xoxo

You silly girl

Yet again, i'm in the office doing some advertising work. Okay was hungry for a moment just now but its slowly fading away. Funny how my stomach works, im using a little hungry around the morning-noon. But once its reaching towards breaking fast, i dont even feel hungry at all!!
Like how i broke fast yesterday with a couple handful of salty popcorn and few nachos dipped in warm cheese. Oh!, plus enjoyed the rest 2 hours and 3 min watch The Orphan @ TB's GV.

Met my bartender boy after work yesterday for movie and break fast. The Orphan was a-okay to me. A quite slow moving storyline but was worth watching. Esther's secret was sad and definitely UNEXPECTED. And the thriller of cos, shocked the hell out of me. After the movie, brought S to a personal meaningful place to me. Enjoyed the streetlights view accompanied with meaningful conversations, teddy-like cuddles and shy passionate kisses. We made a move at 11pm since i was late grrrr.

10.45pm; 24/08/09.
I love you Baybee. :)

ps: So, hands off dickheads and single jantz, im officially taken. :D

so what the hell? H a, ha

In the office alone, the boys are out at the normal smoking area for discussion leaving me alone. Giving the bored kid a good reason to facebook, blogging and dont know what more waste of time at work. HA? So what am i supposed to do.

Office is closing very early today. And i cant wait, at the same time nervous to meet Mr Bartender again at TB plaza to break fast and watch movie together after work. OKAY so im taking slow steps to fucking move on from my past. You know, we all know. Met all kinds of guys in the past ONE month and i actually couldnt be bothered anymore. hehehehe! But ill give this one shot yeah as said? :)

ps: i miss aisyah. GRRRR

For an old bestfriend who has a new bestfriend, Ignorance so fuck you Sir :)

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life.

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same
No, well, we're not the same
We're the friends who stuck together,
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend,
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened;
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person, but you can't take it
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same
No, well, we're not the same
Yeah, we used to stick together,
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well,I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend,
Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend,
Ignorance is your new best friend.

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out

Ypu treat me just like another stranger,
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

_|_ you!, for the mean time youre like this.

Before i run far far away, i need to take a holiday

Today is the beginning of a new week and i hope its so much better than the past weeks which has been from bad to worst. Yesterday ended with something to ponder about. Why do i love getting my own heart hurt? I know this is bound to happen but why do i still let it be? Really, now i really feel somehow that God is trying to tell me that its not the time yet to move on from my past. Maybe im tested to be patient to wait for my past to come around for the better? idk. So fucking many question waiting to be answered by no one! Knn. Someone please help me move on! But i dont want any boyfriend. How? haha :)

Fasting month is coming. weeeeheee~ I dunno but fasting month feels so homey. Im not looking forward for Raye tho. First, so many to apologize to and the one person ive been celebrating with the past two years, gone... :( To me, i dont think there's no more for me to live for in this fucking world. haiz... Okay pardon me for my emo-ness. Bye la! -.-

Bilakah mungkin nanti itu?

:) I just woke up from a 9 hours zzzz. Like finally i got to sleep for more than 7 hours unlike most of the days and most importantly, i slept without waking up to any nightmares in the early morn. Aisyah is still zzzzing tho. Came home w her to her crib at 4.30am just now and crashed in around 5. Hahaha! It was an unplanned trip to DXO since it was ladies nights there. However i swear it was the most unhappening party ever. Feels more like a bar? yeah. Like so many 'phinoys'!, and the people dancing were so kens. haha! But since it was just to chill ourselves ermmm, actually chill myself, we had quite fun. And i haven reply 'mr bartender'. hehehehhe, dun even know what's his name. Cant be bothered to ask actually. My hp is flat sorry? and charger's at home @ grandmas'.

Oh wells, i keep asking myself.
When will my heart ever stop crying bout the same old thing?
When will my mind ever stop flashing back the good old memories?
When will i ever stop to have hope that i'll get to see his face again? and and,
When will i ever have the faith to fall in Love again?

idk.

Was listening to songs thats reminds me of everthing. How do i stop? I think im going insane. Please, just put a bullet thru my fucking head! Ugggggh. Okay -.- hahahaha!
Peterpan songs makes me emo. :(

Why are you being such a bitch?

At my girl's place. Since Hadee is sick, zoo plans are cancel og well. hehehehe. Hmmmmm i dunno what to blog nowdays. Just that trouble keeps on finding me fuckers. lol. okay and i miss u. BYE toncet

aku want fun hehehe

Its the 11th today! Meaning H is coming from from his hols! I hate to admit this but, imy. ^_^v But still dont wan end of August to come! cbcbcbcb. :(((

I'm craving for BIG big fun soooooon. Someone throw a party at my face please? hehehe. Im bragging bout this again. -.- I haven had time for myself and my lovely friends. Kinda got myself into a lil big problem but im A okay yes? uhhuhhh. :) Lucky so.
Anyway, heard there's a event at Home today, free entry. Should i go? But i dont know who to ask along. Kinda lazy too. ehuehuehueheu! Need to see my girls soon! Aisyah? Kai? Fana? Faster faster ah memberxz!

I to plan something for someone. Arhhhhhhhhhh! So much to do, soooo little time! Hope this isnt a waste of time. Okay, ive gone nothing else to say so bbye.

ps: Im working on my onlinecatalog-blog regarding hard and softwares. Spread the loveeeeee to friends and families who wants to get one aite? see ya sooooon! :)

xoxoxo, Diia. :))

A new life she has found...

Firstly I wanna apollogize to all my friends for my M.I.A-ness. Been so busy with work, revision, licensee, etc. I realised i barely have time for myself!& my friends. Eye bags are accumilating and my body is starting to fight back already. :((( Boooohoooo...

And bad enough, i kindda already forgotten what has happened this past month! Like wtf?! Am not joking. I cant remember! lol, funny in a way tho. And im at work ,with Kira. The boys has gone for Friday prayers. :) So anyway, all i know my social life has had a paused since i got busy jugling two jobs and also revising for my retaking Os and also the not-so-enough-rest. However, staying with grans now and i haven met mom and sis for quite sometime now. I miss you two!! xoxo. But i guess, its for both our benefits & besides.. its nearer to both work.

Regarding people, I haven met my girl Haysia for a long time and i miss her loads. So sorry baybee busy. And my secondary school friends, oh how i miss those days. And my ex cum bff, i think he officially is selfish to just think whats best for himself and i guess my feelings are nothing, oh well, i still love you no matter what. :) And few days back i finally met my two 'member lama', kai and fana. :) Hanged out awhile at bukit batok, but a random met-up tho. ahaha! And lastly, ive been trying to sqweeze my time for my bike buddy! Its sad tho, i dont want to end August! But you know, i'll miss you. xxo


Anyway, note to ALL:
Those to wants/in need of laptop & desktop. I'll be selling it at a lower-marked price.

There are so much more, this are just the only few three im posting here. If you are interested to check out what are the rest or regarding this three, email me at, diia@bbmg.com.sg or sms me(if you know my contact number) regarding the FULL catalog or if you're interested to purchase. Thank you and hope to hear from you guys. Chaox! :))