Break the ice girl.

I feel i'm a lil sick. Catched a cold recently today due to Paragon's fucking cold air-con!, plus it was pouring today. Hopefully not a fever anytime? yeah hopefully...
Tomorrow is Friday and mom is driving out of Sg, night & will be back on Sunday morn. I'll miss her. Pm shift tomorrow and i'm so tired of work! No fun. One person suck in there! Hope to get a transfer elsewhere.I cant quit cause i need cash boy! Ugh fuck cunt. -.-

I'm waiting for March, my admission results to Rp. I pray they slot me in. And and and, i wanna catch Red Jumpsuit! 10 March!!!!!! Its after pay means got $$$! HAHAHAHA. Maybe i'll go luhh cause there's much more priority things to get/settle. Sacrifices oh sac-ke-ri-e-fiiii-zes!, getting sick of 'em.

I miss having alot of time. I miss spending time with my girl(s) & family. I miss school, ha, ha.

I need a Man and my Heart is set on you.

Was listening to my mp4 in the bus while otw home from work. Letting all the old time favourite emo songs sooths the ear. Enough of bass & hard rock for today so i decided. Anyway, i miss listening to all emo songs!

Hold onto the ones you love
There won't be time to show
Enough

This few days i wont deny, but you've been clouding up my mind most often & i like it. Weak, you got me in tears just thinking of your being, your presence. Somehow, i dont get the meaning of this. Its funny yes? Yet, quite scary knowing you actually make me weak, terribly weak, for just thinking of you. Dont mention miss. I know, this is true love.

You reign my Heart all alone. ILOVEYOU!

It aint real.

Home now just came home bout not more than an hour ago. Met baby after work today. Work was fine today, no chaos. Too busy for notice. :)

Hmmm, after my pay, i was thinking of adding some colour to my hair. Yes, pity. Fact is i have NEVER dyed my hair before! Ya some sort that my hair is actually pretty much sensitive with strong chemicals. I think? Anyway my hair is originally jet black so its a waste to dye it. Soooooooo, i was feeling feeling of colourful extensions. Different few strips on my hair! On a jet black coloured hair! Cool right?!!!! HAHAHAHAHA wtfuck! -.- lame. Anyway, gonna talk to mom first.
Oh, and im gonna apply for my bike lessons(which everyone wont allow, including my bf!). Or car. haiyooo. Tomorrow full fucking shift, bye!

Constant frowns are crown for straight up losers

Glad to be home early today. :) No plans after work cause its Sunday and to me, its priority given to spending time with mom & sis. Now, with work, i ought to at least stay home for a day with my family right? ha, haha ya.
Today at work, things got worse for me tho i'm actually stepin' up on doing my job. I know i did better, much much fucking better today. I guess, some people just aint happy with me, my being. I know, this has got nothin to do with work at all. If i could, and if only in this working world, we could actually get violent or physically or verbally abusive, i would! You might be in-charge but your sytle is unprofessional. PERIOD that bitch! _|_ (^_-) _|_ frowns.

Tomorrow is Monday and i'm OFF!!! :))))
hahahaha like finally! I'm out with my greatly missed baby boy.
Too much, i miss Aisyah, Rachel, Cheng too! :(
Time is too precious to waste. What more with anger, revenge & frustrations in the way. Refrain ourselves!

I can't do this without you.

look on the bright side of _____.

My body is aching bad as hell. My eyes feel slightly swollen due to the lack of precious sleep& my legs can barely walk properly. How sad but this is fact; I am not so strong anymore to seem lively without enough/good rest. I used to be okay without them. This only proves that my body system is fighting back! :(

So ystd at work was Better. Didnt feel so weird unlike the previous day. But i'm still not taking back my words bout my colleagues being unfriendly. I would like to hope that at least a day i would actually find working 'there' fun! I shouldnt bother hoping right? right. Hahaha!

However, i was looking forward to after work ystd. Waiting, waiting for my boyfriend to arrive at the shop entrance, melting my Heart with his wide, straight, one sided dimpled smile and sepet eyes. :) How my day could be so worth waiting for just that moment? Very. We went for dinner at F.E and chilled at the usual. Fetched me home and exchange our goodbyes followed my tight long hugs & sweet kisses. *here have to censor abit la!* HAHAHAHAHA.

And now i'm waiting for mom to cook lunch and food for me to bring to work later. Yayyyy!
2pm shift, finish at 10pm tonight. -.-''' Enjoy your Saturday peopleeeeee!

up- tight a-gain?

Don't try to Blow-fuck-my-life *****!
RANDOM.

Finally hey yo hello? haha i know i've been MIA for a few days or to some friends/people, a very long time!!! This is the unfortunate cost of working 2 weekdays + compulsory on weekends(=NO LIFE!). And now, my schedule's worsen by having to work 6days/perweek since i'm currently not schooling or what. *_|_ for her!!! * Yesterday was my first day at the boutique itself. Was wishing time pass faster. The/My colleagues are soooooooooo unfriendly(!!!)! I smiled and all i got in return was a look away? Fuck off everyone in that shop!, excluding me. HAHAHA!

So anyway, lucky, today i had to work at the W.T Warehouse itself. Damn it was heaty, filthy, dusty & stuffy! But i was happy to work there because the aunties there, are so much better than teenagers/adolescence now days! And besides, was so super busy, the time fly pass by quite unexpectedly fast. :) Was shagged & ugly by the end of the day tho. Headed home to rest and pamper myself with Lo real shampoo/conditional, body scrup & apply baby Johnson night lotion on my skin. Hahaha i like! Tomorrow's Friday and im working AM shift, phew! Out with Helmy after work! Fetching me. Miss miss, i miss my boyfriend!

Night!

Cycle

HELLO miss feet! Hwahwahaha. Just got home an hour ago. Spent almost the whole day with my boyfriend & it feels very good. Better each day. Today was lots of joy, laughter, hugs, kisses, Lots of Love(!). Hoping today never end, loll! I'm working tomorrow. Starting tomorrow, my schedule would be tight! UGH. Come visit me if you know where okay! PM shift. :)) Meeting my boy in the morning first, breakfast maybe?

Like a newlywed. . .

Hi, i wont be the home till the 17th. Meaning i wont be online- i got life okay(!). HAHAHAHA loll.
February has been great, so far. I've always love the month. idk why also?! Wakakakakaa~

oh oh oh my, i'm so in love. Life is life w Love.
Only, oh only His Love. MUACKXZ!

Surprise, surprise baby...

Time check: 12.20am now.

This few days right after i turned legal, has been awesome! No, i didnt turned to smoking or what. I had a great time being surprise by the most important people in my life.
13th; Head out with my girl when she surprised me by having lunch @ Mad Jack. I swear the burger there is DOPE! And thanks for the necklace. :) Which after met mom & sis in the evening for dinner @ Chai Chee seafood restaurant; the most delicious and fav seafood restaurant! (in my opinion la. HAHA!)

and today,
14th: First, HAPPY VALENTINE'S! I went out with my lovely date today. :) Yes, he is my boyfriend, Helmy. Celebrated our anniversary, my birthday & valentines all in one. HEH! Today was just heavenly romantic. Everything went well for Us. Today's moments are already locked inside me. So no need for any elaboration here. All i know, i love my boyfriend very much. Enough said.

"Baby!, Thank you so much for the birthday present!"

This is it! Kawaii right?! Thanks baby. <3!>

Pardon me my post sounds so less entertaining. I'm shagged & cant be bothered with my vocab or whatsoever. HAHA! Okay good night. The rest of the pics, i'll upload in in facebook soon.

Nitey baby. xx

Eight-een.

. e i g h t e e n

12th's gonna be over soon. I'm am finally legally 18 today. big deal no? HAHA! My day today, 12feb, so far have been quite unexpectedly plain, busy & a lil annoying. Maybe because i'm busy, people are busy. I'm expecting/hoping for a better 18th birthday, still. Maybe just not today cause every one's tied down with work. Including me!!! HAHAHAHA.
Today work was okay. I got to discover that you cant assume your colleagues are all nice even if they seem really nice on your first day. You cant. Especially when you guys are all about the same age. Cause you'll just end up wishing you'd end work asap so not to see their sickening faces. Fuck fakers!
So anyway, baby popped at my shop to pass me my sweet. Saved my day damn i was craving for something sour. HEH! tnx lovee. And i met Ryan too. They shopped while i was praying for time to fast-forward! Met my baby after work and i did a lil shopping! Bought a cute dress @ Miss Selfridge & some stuffs from CottonOn. :) Baby shopped like hell already alone before he met me. HAHAHAH. And now he's keeping me all excited and frustrated cause he wont give my birthday present today. 14 faster!!!
I'm out with my girl tomorrow for my simple birthday celebration/outing. :) But before that, im gonna go for a hair cut in the morning downstairs! HEEEEEE.

Gtg now! Baby's holla-ing soooooon! NIGHTEY.

ps: ohhhh and i wanna thank everyone for the birthday wishes! love yall. <3

Countdown.

Work was fine today. You know, its tempting when almost everything is goddamn cheap/affordable &pretty! UGH. Its my 2nd day and tomorrow is the last day of sales. Which means i'd have to say goodbye to my cliques. :( I'm posted to R.City on the 15th- my first day at the boutique itself. Which is equal is new faces.- alien-ise! Hope the people there are good and easy to communicate. :)
Sooooooooooo, 13th &14th is NOT cancel! HAHA YAYNESS. Thank God. Thank you.

Few more minutes...

sorry sacrifices

I walked in for the interview. Checked my watch; 10.12am. Filled in some application form ans waited for the call-in. Feeling quite not nervous at all! "Diia?" "yes?!" Discuss, down, DAMNNNNN,disappointments, done! Time check: 11.30am. The longest interview fuck. Okay so i had to rush home because work is starting in 2hours????!! Finally pee-e-ple, i have a job! jYeahhhh! :) Tho i'm quite well- very down(was blabbering bout it the whole day to my new cliques- see how fast i make new friends!!! EHEH.), i had to postpone my birthday plans but hey!, i'm not gonna let that ruin this opportunity RIGHT? i mean JOB=PAY=$$$(!!!).
Its sad my birthday dinner with my family had to be cancel. :( But mom said on my off day, we can celebrate. However on the 14th i asked for a special request for off. *secret*
This means on the 13th, i have to cancel with my girl. Boy!, so sad. But i'll make it up to you kay hon? YES. Oh well, now, im back to my busy routines. Guess i'll be missing in action again? ^__-v
Today is birthday eve- dinner with boyfriend later! Okay i'm off to sleep, morning shift later!!! xo.

ps: My hp LINE in down due to some interruptions. I am unable to call-out or message. So if you guys wanna contact me, please just call-in and i'll pick it up, or, message and i'll call back ASAP. Ya? okay thanks, byebye!

Screw Looose

ContraDICKtion?

that was random. HA, ha.
plain oh plain day today. happy oh happy day today. Out with boyfriend today, to town. To survey some dresses for me and jeans for him at Far East. My birthday is coming sooooon! Yes, hermmmmm 3 more fucking days (!!!). Pretty much looking forward to that week- 2nd&3rd ya? YES.
So today got a surprise call from Wing Tai company. Calling for me to come down for a job interview tomorrow! Cross fingers for me it goes well okay friends? ^__^v HA.HA.HA!

p.s: I'll be at town in the early morning 10am. breakfast anyone? Holla aite! :)

Hallelujah puh-leaseee!

Yesterday was good time spent with my girl. It's been a long time since we last catch-up & yeah, felt great to see her. Went all around town just window shopping since both of us are BROKE! :(
hahaha. however tho, we had alot of laughters. Some, random and meaningless. loll!

China woman: mango can?
Me: no, i don't drink mango. i said milo.
China woman: mango or milo? *shows the what-the-face*
Me: Milo. *gives the bitch-face*
Aisyah: *looks at me and gives the ironic smile*
Me: *rolls eyes* and receive the Milo bubble tea.
Me and Aisyah: *walks and laughs violently*

I wont deny this but I've really had it with China women here in Singapore. They think they are like some big-shot. oh puh-leaseeeee bitches! + the Filipinos and Banglas. I mean its TOO much of them now right here in SG right now. Gov should sent some of them back. Look at Town now. Talking bout sg being tiny. They dont make situations better either! UGH fuck them, i hate 'em losers. BLAAA. someone just tell me again they agree with me?

okay enough of those crap. if only we had freedom of action, freedom of speech. If Only.
okay second thought, don't. Consequences. Don't wanna get all politics and stuff.

Yesterday, I saw someone. A friend brought him to me to say "hi". Someone who was once, special in my life. We spent all good times together but, But it didn't last long. I don't blame him tho. I have to admit, breaking hearts is one of the things I'm good at? Unintentionally. But that time, i had to, i just had to. Shaking hands with faces down? For once yesterday, i felt i was missing ___ . But the feeling eventually ended yesterday.

The days have passed, The weather's changed

Should I be sorry? Could I be sorry?

Ow-wee, okay i know i am so dead and insensitive to others for posting this in my blog. My boyfriend is so gonna 'kill me' once he read this. But i wont bother or at least i don't have to? He seldom reads here anyway. Its all the past anyway. Meaningless past. Forget 'em . . .

The way I are.

NERD-core!

*violent laughs* HAHA! okay heard of the phrase, "what-ever luhh!, i dont care how i look. pfffft." YEAH, tts exactly how feel yesterday when i was out with Helmy. He was laughing like a retard himself by the way a scooped all my fringe back with a hair band. + with the specs. I just gave him the ironic smile like what-ever! hahahaha. My boyfriend is cute the way he laughs. Though expected, it does gets on my nerves at times when he wont stop giggling. oh well, i love you. Just the way you are. :)

we Intertwine.

have you ever give a thought to being mutually enfolded by something or someone?

as much nerve-wracking it could get, without a doubt, it could get Great. i have deleted today's post, decided i'd create a new one; so as not to waste my space writing content less stories. HAHA! boy oh boy, how mindful could i get? so i've been behaving weird lately. i feel weird indeed nevertheless. my body hasnt been adapting to the chaging weather. lucky, i'm not falling ill has often. just feel like lazing around most of the time. which is bad i think? yeah.
ive yet to get my pictures from Helmy- today's plain outing to Vivo. it's Great being in Love right? especially with someone you Know you can rely on, and trust you could put your trust in them & just let you breathe Faith to an everlasting bond.

its just pouring.

the rain today has been making me feel totally lazy.
HAHAHA, im home now. slept at grandma's ystd, missed her loads tts why!

home alone, again. baby's taking a nap at work. i miss him.
this year turning 18 is pretty much exciting. not that im turning 18, but ive got many different plans with diff people! looking forward to much fun times, but i wont hope. HAHAHAHA. feeling wanted?! lol.
12- family. 13- bestf. 14-boyf. 15- grlfs?
i got a date on valentines, guess!?!

do you?

i just changed my blogskin. looks much much better. :)

everyday is a new day.

morning. i feel much better today. my stomach's really empty now. had really bad cramps ystd, i end up puking everything out. i need something to fill up my tummy soon! i barely have enough energy to move much. today's a plain day. for now.
plus baby's otw here to my crib. cant wait. he took care of me the whole day ystd at home. thanks honey bunny! ♥, ily!
9 MORE DAYS(!!!) . . .

oh!, and ive decided to change my blogsong, getting a lil irritating. HA! changed it to, old-all-time fav-song. guess?!

GOSSIP girls.

chatting with rach just. well you can call it gossiping! as ALWAYS wan. PFFFFT. she is cranking me up! love her truckloads luhh! :)
hahaha, planning for my birthday- girls night out. she mentioned someone's name and we both went (-.-)'''?? HAHAHA!!!! i love you girl. ♥ miss our bitchy school days.

Keeping my trust on you.

you're my first. than came another. and another.
we died, many tried.
some, they managed. but it didnt last long.
they died, they gave up.
but you, you never did, you never will. :)

sometimes in life we stumble upon new things, new people.
however, good long memories will always be good long memories. they will always stay rooted in our hearts, our minds.

i know i made my mistakes. ive taken you for granted many times, when all i was thinking was the otherwise. i was wrong.
i only knew how to leave the problems- small. i only knew how to find new problems- people.
no matter how many boys, how pain, how long, how childish it was for you, you stayed on your ground- our promises.

sometimes, well many times in r/ship, partners make mistakes. everyone does.
but that is not a reason/excuse to find new lovers.
communication can always be improved and problems can always be worked out.
there is a fine line between disappointments and a broken heart.
we never realise many times, the ones who will be there for us, are the ones who were always there, always waiting.

this post is dedicated to, Him.
thank you darling for being here for me always, in all ways possible.
I love you.