Yes, i'm finally back! After a longgggg time yes? lol! That's cause lappy just came back from the docs. :)
So an update of what has happen this past days, week maybe...
Days have gotten worse even when i try to look on the brighter side. It wont work pretendin' most of the time. I know you wont come back to cure all the pain im going thru and to clear the mess in my life like you used to. I came pleading but you wouldnt listen. Im just not used to having to cry alone and stand up with you holding me thru. Just wish you'd come back home, but i know you wont again. Im sorry and Dido misses you each time kissed him goodnight. People are so mean to me nowdays and i dont feel i belong anywhere. :(((
Right now, i dont really believe in true love anymore, not anytime soon. Its a game to everyone anyway right? Even if we hoped for it to be true, behind all truths, there's always a lie. And despite knowing he lie, we ought to keep quiet afraid to loose the hope. The little hope we put in, hoping for it to grow atleast a little bigger. But when i know... after everything, i will end up loosing everything. So why do i keep holding on? Blame it on hope.
And to whom this may concern,
I'm sorry and i really dont wish for it to be this way. You're someone i really would not like to loose as a friend. I just hope one day you'd see that im not that bad you see me to be. Sorry.
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