to those whom i shut out so suddenly, im sorry. i feel like a loser. just give me time to rejuvenate.

big-time-loser. YES!, tts how i'd describe myself, well my situation now. *BIG BIG SIGH* results wasnt what i expected at all, really. this was more difficult than i imagine and actually thought I'd be able to cope with this feeling. i guessed wrong. everyone seemed happy. successful. what's wrong with me? can't just someone give me a chance? just one chance. how did this end up this way?, i did try my best. haizzz. they all think i dont even feel regret or sad or disappointed with myself. THEY THOUGHT WRONG.
well whatever it is, im not gonna give up. given the chance, ill work my butt off, promise.
i am going to be somewhere.
i am going to be someone- recognised.
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